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Hello , Welcome to my personal blog . I write it like its my own diary . Feel free to look around . Till then , My name is Mabel , I'm 18 and pure chinese :)

" Sorry " doesn't last long
Wednesday, March 26, 2014 12:48 PM
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Sorry does mean something . 
But people also get tired of hearing the same old words 
Over and over and over again . 
People get pissed off when you did the things that you promise you would do . 

People will accept your sorry for now . 
When there comes a time that people can't accept your sorry anymore .
People had enough of that crap . 

So before you do anything . 
Think through . 
Don't let someone get hurt over the things that you did . 

SPM RESULTS ( 20/3/2014 )
Thursday, March 20, 2014 10:21 PM
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It was the day that I've been waiting for :)
Last night , I was so nervous until I can't sleep . 
Until maybe around 3 in the morning . 
And slowly then , I fell asleep :)

I really did get cold feet and nerves in my tummy . 
I thought I fail . 
Cause the rules are , if you fail BM and History . 
No matter how pretty your results are , 
You are still gonna fail if you fail those two subjects . 

But hopefully I PASSED ! 
Thank God I passed . 
My gasshhh . 
I really didn't expect it . 
My result is 1A , 1B+ , 1B , 1C+ , 1C , 1D and 3E . 
1A - English 
1B+ - Seni Visual 
1B - Science 
1C+ - Moral 
1C - B.Melayu 
1D - Sejarah 
1E - Maths 
1E - Sastera 
1E - Perdagangan 

Hope Grandpa up there is proud of me :') 
Hey , Grandpa . 
If you could see me , hear me . 
I hope you're proud of me . 
I've did my best and that is what came out . 
Hope it's enough for you Grandpa . 
You could rest in peace now . 
I'm all grown up now Grandpa . 
I know you've been watching me .
And I know you're worried about me but you could rest now Grandpa . 
I am grateful to your Grand daughter :') 

Thanks for all the support from my families and friends and my love :) 
Without you all , I wouldn't be here right now . 
And thanks for accepting my results . 
I know it's not that pretty but I tried . 

Until then , Lovessss :)

Give me the strength to not pay any attention to you .
Tuesday, March 11, 2014 2:47 PM
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Forgetting someone is impossible . 
Someone who gave you all of those memories . 
Someone who made you think that you were worth it . 
Someone who even made you think that " wow , this is forever " 
Someone who made you feel like your the only girl in the world .
Someone who made you feel loved . 

It hurts you more when you are trying to forget the person that you once love so deeply .

Can't forget them that easily . You can't. 
I've try .
You will stalk them and do everything to know every single thing about them . 
Like what they're doing and etc. 
But if you see them with someone else . 
You will feel like your world is all crashing down on your own feet . 
Believe me , I'm going through that right now . 
You just want them back in your life but you can't 
Cause forbidden love is like that :') 

My advice is if you want to cry , 
Just cry . 
Do what makes you feel better . 
Except thinking of committing suicide .

I don't know you any more .
Sunday, March 9, 2014 7:32 PM
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You . 
Yes you . 
You've become someone that I don't know any more . 

You weren't that weak when I first meant you .
You weren't a giving up person .
You weren't a person that doesn't think .
You weren't a person that doesn't see through the future .
You weren't a person that doesn't think positive . 

If I ask why did you change , I already know that answer . 
But let me tell you something .
Moving on doesn't mean that you must forget that person that once was your everything . 
Moving on means , turning to a new page of the story . 
Memories stay , feelings may change but that person will always be here . 

I'm not asking you to give up or something , I'm just tell you to think properly .
It's your future you are playing here . 
It's not a game of chess . 
You just can't gamble everything . 

I didn't text you or find you . 
It's because that I don't want to bother you . 
I want you to think things through . 
I want you to keep an open mind and think positive . 
I want you to just cool down a bit .

If you want to chat , sure . I have time . 
If you don't want to chat , I'm fine with it . 
But I'll always be here for you . 
And I'm worried about you . okay ?

You just turn into a person that I don't know any more . :(

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