I got the text from you this morning at 4.14 am .
I didn't read it .
Cause I woke up late today and had to get ready for school .
At school , I read it .
Luckily I could hold back my tears at school
and a good actor .
I kept thinking and kept waiting for your text .
I never stop hoping for that one text of yours and you say that
you couldn't leave me cause you love me too much .
I kept hoping for everything to be a dream .
But it wasn't .
I arrived home and crash .
The tears kept falling .
I kept remembering the moments we had .
the dates we've gone on .
the anniversary that we've celebrate together .
the texts and calls that we always did .
I just can't \believe that we'll lose all of this .
The bracelet that you've gave me
I'm still wearing it .
and it brings back memories that I can't bear to remember
cause I'll cry even worst than I am crying right now .
I still remember the day that we first met .
It was unexpected .
We became friends
then you confessed to me that you wanted to be more than that .
You were the sweetest guy purposing to have a relationship with me .
You were texting me all in english and I was impress .
It was 14 Dec 2012 almost midnight when you purpose to me .
And without doubting I said yes .
We've been together ever since .
There were some ups and downs
But we'll get through it always .
You were there for me and I was there for you .
Always having each other's backs .
Our arguments are cute and funny if I replay it in my mind .
It scares me to death not having that moments again .
We've been together for 1 year 10 months and 3 days .
You said that we would be together forever .
You said you were going to marry me .
You said we would grow old together .
Have kids and a house of our own .
You said that you wouldn't leave but you did anyway .
I'm not giving up .
I don't care if you like it or not but I'll be texting and calling you everytime .
Until you respond .
I'm not going to let you go that easy Miezan .
Cause you will always be mine .
And only mine .
Call me crazy or anything I don't care
All i care is the one that I love the most .
Mohd. Hamizan Bin Hassan .
I'll wait , no matter how it hurts .