It's been a long time since I last wrote something at my blog.
Anyway , I'm back and running like normal right now.
I passed my STPM .
I got a job.
Still in love with the boy on my pictures.
Getting more mature I guess.
But I still act like a child around my baby.
Nothing much has change thou.
Only that there are more responsibility put upon my shoulder.
Like it isn't heavy enough already.
Well it 2016 already.
A new year with new challenges.
Ups , Downs , Sideways , any kind of ways.
As always , you gain some , you lose some.
You can't always in , and you will not always lose.
My family is getting quite good I suppose.
We are fine as always.
As usually a family will look like.
Some stress may come up eventually but like me . being a good daughter as always.
I choose to not argue with anyone.
Just keeping it all inside like always.
Just trying to be humble , no matter if I'm step on.
At least it's my own family.
Yet I miss that shit.
Even though it gave me a really pain in the ass but I made it eventually and gratefully alive still.
Miss my classmates and teachers.
The uniform I used to wear before the rules change into where we are allow to wear our own clothes.
But it must be approved by our own class teacher.
Miss my best friends.
Eba , Umie , Iyla.
All the great times we share.
All of the silly things we did.
Skipping class , breaking a bit of the rules , talk about everything.
Oh how I miss those girls.
They are my happy pills whether I'm all tied up in something or just plain moody.
I manage to laugh like a crazy old woman.
We share every highs and lows together.
SERIOUS TALK , NO KIDDING.
We literally share some similarity in each other's life.
We feel for each other.
We are still in contact with each other even though we are all busy with our lifes.
We will always be the fantastic four.
I miss them so much.
I cut my hair again.
Turns out I look good in short I might have to say so myself.
The other reason is I'm so lazy to wake up every morning just to make my hair took tidy for work.
Everytime , you need to put you hair into a bun.
I even pity my hair because they have little time to breath.
Other than that , I look like a giant fluff ball.
Results when you eat too much and the only exercise you have if walking to the fridge and open it.
I'm not saying I'm lazy to get back into shape , I'm just ..
I just don't have time and I'm lazy.
Lack of motivations right now.
Hope that i gain my motivation back to exercise because I am getting too fat.
Not to disrespect all the different size of woman , it's just my needs.
It's okay to be comfortable in your own skin , it's just the health that matters the most.
So pray for me guys!
What else ?
My relationship has it's ups and downs but we're holding on.
Meeting his family was wonderful.
I could feel like maybe there's a chance for us in the future but we couldn't decide how out future looks , we can only plan it with an open heart.
Open to accept any challenges and any thing.
Almost 11 months together with him.
Hope our relationship will last.
Nothing else I need to share I think.
Until next time.