Hey everyone :)
How's everyone doing ?
Hope everything is okay :)
Sorry cause I didn't update my blog for a long time .
I just got back from PLKN on 29th May .
But the thing is , I didn't have time to write .
So today , is my day to get on writing :)
Well , here goes ..
While I saw at PLKN , something happened .
Something happened to my beloved grandma :(
No wonder my heart couldn't calm down .
If my mom didn't call me , I would even know what had happened while I saw away .
This is what happened to my grandma :(
The incidents goes like this ..
My grandma was at a party .
She was ready to go home .
It was dark and she didn't see that there was stairs at the end of the path .
So she went straight and fell .
Her ankle bone twisted .
She was quickly sent to the KB's Hospital .
And was sent to Queen Elizabeth's Hospital .
The doctor said that grandma needs to have a surgery on her ankle .
Cause the bone is twisted 180 degrees .
The doctor told us that the surgery was fine and complete .
They screwed grandma's ankle bone together .
Imagine how that hurts -,-
Gosh ! that hurts >.<
Sorry that I have to go through that all grandma :'(
Grandma's out from the hospital and now she's home :)
Currently Grandma's friend :)
Taking care of grandma is my job for now .
But I'll have to get back to school's life not long from now .
Hope grandma will soon walk again .
Get well soon Grandma !
I miss the dished that you would cook everyday :')
Love you grandma !
Sorry does mean something .
But people also get tired of hearing the same old words
Over and over and over again .
People get pissed off when you did the things that you promise you would do .
People will accept your sorry for now .
When there comes a time that people can't accept your sorry anymore .
People had enough of that crap .
So before you do anything .
Think through .
Don't let someone get hurt over the things that you did .
RESULTS CAME OUT TODAY !
SPM RESULTS !
It was the day that I've been waiting for :)
Last night , I was so nervous until I can't sleep .
Until maybe around 3 in the morning .
And slowly then , I fell asleep :)
I really did get cold feet and nerves in my tummy .
I thought I fail .
Cause the rules are , if you fail BM and History .
No matter how pretty your results are ,
You are still gonna fail if you fail those two subjects .
But hopefully I PASSED !
Thank God I passed .
My gasshhh .
I really didn't expect it .
My result is 1A , 1B+ , 1B , 1C+ , 1C , 1D and 3E .
1A - English
1B+ - Seni Visual
1B - Science
1C+ - Moral
1C - B.Melayu
1D - Sejarah
1E - Maths
1E - Sastera
1E - Perdagangan
Hope Grandpa up there is proud of me :')
Hey , Grandpa .
If you could see me , hear me .
I hope you're proud of me .
I've did my best and that is what came out .
Hope it's enough for you Grandpa .
You could rest in peace now .
I'm all grown up now Grandpa .
I know you've been watching me .
And I know you're worried about me but you could rest now Grandpa .
I am grateful to your Grand daughter :')
Thanks for all the support from my families and friends and my love :)
Without you all , I wouldn't be here right now .
And thanks for accepting my results .
I know it's not that pretty but I tried .
Until then , Lovessss :)
Forgetting someone is impossible .
Someone who gave you all of those memories .
Someone who made you think that you were worth it .
Someone who even made you think that " wow , this is forever "
Someone who made you feel like your the only girl in the world .
Someone who made you feel loved .
It hurts you more when you are trying to forget the person that you once love so deeply .
Can't forget them that easily . You can't.
I've try .
You will stalk them and do everything to know every single thing about them .
Like what they're doing and etc.
But if you see them with someone else .
You will feel like your world is all crashing down on your own feet .
Believe me , I'm going through that right now .
You just want them back in your life but you can't
Cause forbidden love is like that :')
My advice is if you want to cry ,
Just cry .
Do what makes you feel better .
Except thinking of committing suicide .
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Even the world can't stop from being myself , so why should I let someone stop me from being myself ? BTW , my name is Mabel and I'm ex wirawati PLKN Mesapol Sipitang , 18teen this 2014 :)